My Dark Side of the Moon I've Read on Tarot.com!

A couple days ago last month I discovered my Dark Side of the Moon sample reading on Tarot.com and the result I had on my moon sign Scorpio from the sample reading said that I have Extreme Behavior because I tend to suffer and that my moon sign Scorpio knows better from any other zodiac sign. It evens says in the end of the sample reading that I establish some kind of connection on the spiritual or psychological level on my interest in reading tarot cards, studying ecstatic traditions like my interests in Wicca; meeting with my psychotherapist regularly - these activities will help me to understand more of my hidden nature and lead me to healthy, inspiring expressions of my natural power. I'd like to read more about my Dark Side of the Moon Report on Tarot.com and also the other reports as well but if I'd wanna read these reports on Tarot.com then I'd have to buy them either by Paypal or use a prepaid credit card but I'll think about it.

I can't believe I'm already 30!

Last Saturday was my 30th birthday and I turned that age! What shocked me when I hit age 30 was that I didn't feel like I was that old. I felt like I was 20 instead of being 30 at all. My age preference that I got commented from a lot of different people did say that I didn't look like my normal age, I looked way younger when I told them that I was 30. Since I am still young, I was born early as a baby and had a younger feature to how I looked when I was growing up. I had a tough life as a baby, a child, my teens, my 20's and now that I'm 30, I'd have to work on my attitude, taking care of my health, being more careful on what I eat/drink when I'm out with my friends and also on my own as well. In my other young ages I did have serious problems with my weight and appearance because of how much I ate and drank. I wasn't always happy about how I looked and didn't like the way my body looked either but I noticed that I wasn't the only young woman who had problems about my weight and appearance either. I've walked around seeing other women and young women that have weight and appearance issues with themselves as well so I'm not the only young woman who's going through that at all.

An interesting Wednesday afternoon outing!

On April 23rd in the afternoon I went with my friend Ashleigh to Willowbrook Mall on the transit public bus because Whale House had cancelled their mall outing and the weather was really windy but even sunny outside during the day/afternoon. None of the staff and Whale House members didn't bother to phone or say that there was no mall outing before leaving at 1 pm. On our way back from being in Willowbrook Mall, Langley there was a power outage throughout the afternoon in White Rock. The power outage wasn't caused by the strong windy weather but, it happened from an accident caused by a car hitting and knocking down a powerline pole on 16 Avenue. Some of the stores, restaurants, cafès, pubs/bars and Semiahmoo Mall itself were closed and even the traffic/city lights didn't work due to the power outage. The mall, cafès, restaurants, banks and stores had signs saying that the power would be back on and working today. We both couldn't go to any coffee shops to have coffee or a drink and we also couldn't eat at White Rock Chinese Garden restaurant either which sucked when the power was out so, me and Ashleigh ended up going for a coffee and drink to Small Ritual Cafè close to 5 Corners and then we ate at Leela Thai restaurant. The 5 Corners businesses had their lights working and the street lights were working too. Leela Thai has yummy excellent thai food and the staff are friendly there as well! I enjoyed having thai food a few there with my friends and it was good to go there last night since Ashleigh and me haven't been to Leela Thai for a while. I hope the powerline pole got fixed and that the powerlines are working again so the businesses will have electricity and be opened busy the next day.

My St. Patrick's Day Afternoon Hangout at the Beach & in Whitby's!

This afternoon on St. Patrick's Day I went for a walk to White Rock beach and the weather was a bit windy but sunny and nice outside. I went into Whitby's metaphysical store & coffee shop and saw a really nice looking pendulum that was a clear quartz with a pentacle moonstone on top. I was fasinated by this pendulum and someday I might buy it but since the price was close to $50.00, I'll think about getting it whenever I can. While being at the beach I also knew that there was an Irish/Celtic festival but I didn't go and see the festival because I wandered through the shops and it was going to rain at night so I walked home while the afternoon was still sunny outside and I didn't like to stay inside all day at home either.

Interesting info about my Moon Sign: Scorpio and what it says!

My Moon Sign Info!

I've read on different sites today about my moon sign Scorpio and from how my behavior was described as me being very dramatic. I think the hard part about my personality being different than others is hard to explain. I myself notice when I react, my awful behavior tends to frighten most people away or I end up shying myself  from not wanting to open my mouth and talk about how I feel because of the way I act. Being born with a Scorpio Moon sign does make me become not like my normal self and I end up feeling guilty for how I behave and even when I end up snapping in an angry way by yelling and expressing my anger out which isn't a good thing for me to do at all and I also end up not being around any person that I have a hard time talking too, being more friendly and have a normal conversation with. My moody side tends to make me feel about who I am whenever I'm not in a happier better mood. I tend to be angry and show a lot of my temper which is not a good thing to express to people that I know who end up not liking the way I end up in a bad mood. There are a lot of different personality traits about my moon sign and 1 of them can be read on this link http://scorpiomoon.tribe.net/thread/8eb39f48-d539-45b4-a0fb-71f4bf28a974. I do get attracted to dark colors like dark red, dark purple, black, etc.. I think the Scorpio Moon sign also makes me become probably self-reliant and even a bit stronger in myself but my mind tends to think the wrong side which I end up not thinking in a more positive and happier way. In my mind I will have to work on my thought process on thinking positive than negative and that will also be something to focus on for my own good and also for my friends to see me become happier and let things settle for good.

New Beading Project!

Last night before I went to sleep, I used my new beads that I bought from Beazu and started making myself a choker. When I was making the beaded choker I had to measure the length to have it worn around my neck. I'm still taking my own time on making this choker and hope to get it done tonight or tomorrow night. Whenever I do my beaded jewelry I take my time on making any of the items I bead at home. Beading for me is fun and I get into this type of hobby a lot. I'll take a photo either with the tablet or by camera of my new choker that I made sometime soon!

Shopping for Bead Supplies at Beazu!

On Monday morning I went on my own to Beazu and bought myself a few beading items. At the store I ended up grabbing different beads from the shelves and wasn't thinking to look at the prices when I was taking the items in the Beazu store. I went on Saturday on my own again but in the afternoon since my friend Richard slept in and didn't go with me so I ended up going to the Crystal Ark shop and bought some crystals to wire wrap and make into a necklace. I wouldn't blame my trip to the bead shop on another person because it really isn't a big deal to be mad about. I didn't bother to phone the store company and tell them that I wasn't going there so I wasn't thinking about doing that either but I was happy to go on Monday since it wasn't raining that day and I was also happy to buy most of my beading stuff at Beazu.I didn't have any other change to pay for my beading stuff so a store worker helped me out and I got my beading supplies.

New Bead Shop Discovery & a Kindness from another customer in Starbucks on Seymour Street!

On Thursday the 7th of last week before I was on my way home and leaving Vancouver, I went with my friend Richard to a whole sale bead shop called Beazu. I was surprised at the amount of beads and beading accessories this shop had. We went there when it was already opened at 10:30 a.m and before it closed at 5 pm during the weekdays and on Saturday it was opened again from 10:30 a.m till 4 pm. It was my first time being in a whole sale beading/jewelry accessory shop. The both of us browsed the shop and I showed an employee who was a young guy about my necklace I made by myself and he really liked my beading talent. I even showed him the cheque that Mental Health gave to spend money in the store for my beading supplies and he was surprised about Mental Health giving me the amount of money in a cheque for buying whatever beading supplies I needed to get for myself. Beading store companies would pay with their own money to buy beads and jewelery supplies from Beazu and any other beading store company that has the beading items for selling in their beading stores. I am gonna go back to Beazu this weekend and buy my beading/jewelery supplies there and get my beading hobby going at home so I will be able to sell my beading jewelery at an art & craft show fair, maybe post photos of my jewelery on Facebook, Etsy or on my own website. I enjoy beading and creating different designs with the beads that I use at home and hope to come up with more creative designs from my hobby talent. Then this afternoon I was in Starbucks and I wanted to order for myself just a normal coffee and even a chocolate chunk cookie so, before I bought my items I didn't have enough money to pay on my debt card and Candice who I was going to pay my items for told me that both items all together came out to $4.48 I think, I can't remember that well about the price. She told me that the debt machine didn't work and asked me if I had any other payment to pay but I had no cash with me which sucked then, a lady from behind decided to pay for my items and her own items together. I was surprised and happy this lady did that for me since I couldn't pay for myself. I thanked her for buying my items in Starbucks, Vancouver that I thought was very kind of her to do and she went on her way from the coffee shop. My thought about this is a good feeling from someone like her to do that for me. I still have a hard time trusting strange people who I'm not well known too at all or don't even know either. I also have a harder time when I stare at anyone I do get an anxious feeling about what any person is like in their own way. Sometimes I stare at either male or females and I end up thinking that it isn't nice to really stare at them because I might get a bad feeling from not knowing what could happen from staring at these people who they don't know about me either as well.

A clubhouse called Whale House where new people are met and by making friends there.

I go to a club house out in White Rock called Whale House. I've met different interesting staff members and also club house members that I've been friends with. I started going there in 2001 and didn't know that many people because I was honestly shy, quiet but, also I was moody most of the time. 1 of my friends is miss Ashleigh! When she started going there she had a bag of Cd's and also a cat book that I really liked looking at. Me and her got along very well and we became close buddies. The 2 of us were like sisters as friends and we hung out at Blenz coffee shop, take the bus to Willow brook mall and even hang out on the weekends at both of our places. We also phone each other when were not bored and sometimes talk about what happened throughout the day with ourselves. I like Ashleigh, she's an awesome friend to be around with. When we don't hangout with each other we got our own stuff to do on our own throughout the weekdays and also we enjoy hanging out with other friends and family members of our own too. My 2nd friend is Mr. Richard! This guy likes to go anywhere and travel a lot. He's an up beat positive guy that enjoys playing guitar, pool, watching documentaries on Alex Jones, listening to music, walking to the beach and other fun activities. We like to travel by the Trans-link community bus to Vancouver a lot. I went on my own to Vancouver before I went with Richard and I still enjoy traveling with a buddy like him into the big city like Vancouver.